[SIZE=2]I had another dream today. It was me lying in bed with another woman with our backs turned to one another. I was trying to explain to her that we couldn't go further if she didn't accept Christ.

Then I looked at her and said we could go on. I started to tell her things in the Holy Spirit. I told her all she had to was put her faith into Him. Everything..
Pray in His name. Bring all her feelings and thoughts to Him and know that He already knows what's on your heart and mind before you even say it.

Then the woman asked me to turn around and give her my hand. I did and she placed it on her thigh. She asked me if I 'felt it'.
I told her I didn't. She then asked me 'what I thought'. I told her that I thought 'it was beautiful'.
Then she asked me if I knew 'what was up closer'. I knew what she was referring to, and I replied that I did. She then proceeded to place my hand on top of it and I struggled for what was a moment then I returned to 'holiness'.
I whispered to her that 'we musnt'. Then she unlaid hands on me.

We continued to lie there. During this time I began to minister to her on Godly things.
Finally she told me to "stop", and at once I was by myself with my own thoughts.
Sometime later she appeared again and was crying. I came to comfort her again and consoled her. I said to her that if I could I would 'drink her tears'.

We laid next to each other for a while wherein I told her I loved her.
Later she told me to "stop" again and we turned opposite of each other and that is where it ended.
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So I went to the psychiatrist today to get my prescription refilled. I had a hard time deciding whether or not I should have mentioned my latest "voices" to the Doctor. I remember saying to her once, when asked what I do in my spare time, that I went to church and she had a look of dissatisfaction on her face when I told her.
I decided not to bring up the recent "episodes" to her. She probably would have tripled my dose, anyway. Heh

Besides, I think I can tell the difference between what I experience. I know normal people dont hear or see stuff period. But my condition is cool by me as long as I don't start hearing voices that tell me to go jump off a building. LOL

So let's say you were offered eternal life after you died. Hypothetically speaking, wouldn't you want to share that knowledge with as many people as you possibly could while you're still here? That's the situation I'm in.

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